Thoughts

Today I woke up
there were tears all over my face
may be I had a bad dream
or somebody crushed my feelings away.

Today I kept on figuring out 
what happened to me 
These tears are because of bad dream
or these are the consequences of not being together.

I think I have to ask myself 
that what I have to do about this
These thoughts of me kept on deteriorating me day by day
I have to stop thinking these alas things.

May be I will think of starting a new life
or I can go Back
I dont have that much courage to start a new life 
because I dont want to go again and again on the same wheel
I have to go back and fix things up.

Questions......

Nothing I Know about that
From all the moments of pain and gain ...I grew up
In that shed of my mother's glove
Lusting for a drop of Love since then
But What about you Girl
Is your Life is on the same Curl..??

The moment I saw you with that blue thing
Lost in your brown eyes'
My thoughts drove all the way to that Heart
But I didn't knew it was that far.
Hey Girl do you have feelings for my thoughts
Or do you know nothing about that...??

Those Drops of sorrow which you gave me
They are embedded in my eyes even today
I don't know why they are not drifting away
I want you to just hold my hand and let them go away
So Baby will you hold my hand or you don't give a shit about that... ??

Words Say Everything

Those Dusty Winds Somehow Came In My Way
Lusty Lingering Thoughts Of Doom
Came In front of my feelings
Those chariots of doom are now riding behind me
Or I'll say that they will soon gonna catch me.

My feelings got crashed inside myself
Looking for a light of hope
These crashed feelings leaving my mind to sway
Really Those dusty winds came in my way.

Looks Like I have to shake hands with this scenario
With that graving heart of me
And now I thought that my words will surrender
Hope these words Someone will remember...

Be With Friends

Shedding Tears by remembering those dangling fears
Never shear because someone is always there to care
Don't lost in those sorrows
Because there is always some beatitude that you can borrow

Looking into the mirror eye to eye
pondering over the change in me
Now I have beco0me strong
And my arguments will never go wrong
Now I love to be with friends
and being with them life has no ends
When I surrounded by my friends
I feel LOVABLE
because I know the value of each of them.
and without friends, In life nothing will remain
This is my belief and being with them there will be no grief
So cherish our friends because they will always be there till the END... :)

Situation Of Ma Heart

It is not my desire to let my heart lit with fire

My heart is tantalized with pain and sorrow 

And it needs some beatitude to borrow

My heart wants some felicity and I know it's someone's duty

My heart needs to borrow happiness from someone's heart

Because a long ago my heart was butchered by a dart.

It is not my desire to let my heart lit with fire

My heart in solitude is burning in the fire of woe

And being precious my heart wants to reside in someone's glove

Because those gloves will be the essence of care

and then there will be no tear to share.

It is not my desire to let my heart lit with fire

My heart feels timid when it is lonesome

So protect my heart with your divine gloves

and let my sorrows to shove... :)

Days I Will Never Forget

I remember the day we met
I remember the things you said
I remember that sweet nothings we do
I remember when I hugged you
I remember that bench where we used to sit beside each other
and we used to laugh together
Days were really awesome then
I remember that ride on bicycle which we used to do
and that sweet evening was incomplete without you
Even sun was saying "I am going down"
but we continue to go around.
I remember your no. which I used to dial every day and night
and we used to do a lil fight.
I will never forget those lovely things
until my heart stops to sing.

I remember that noon of June
when you said me those words which hunted me the most
and my heart was lost in the jungles of hell like a ghost.

Now I wonder
where are those lovely things
where are those promises
where is that hug
where are those hands which I used to Kiss.

Now my heart says
"It's Time to MOVE ON
put an end to these days of sorrow and go on
I am fed up of all those promises
and It's time to leave all that SHIT"

Now I think that someday I'll find my Girl
and I wished she would have that hair curl
and I think that my heart will sing again
and  two hearts will cling again... :)